A Winter's Morning

A Winter’s Morning

As I looked out of the bedroom window this morning a fox caught my eye. His dark shape was silhouetted against the icy ground as he ran across the field.

The whole of the landscape was white with frost creeping over the windows and along the furrows in the field. In the bright winter sun the scene could have come out of a Christmas card with a distant church spire glinting in the cold sunlight.

What a beautiful start to the day. I havn’t always looked out to see joy. In the past the identical view could have struck me as one of lonliness, isolation and depression. Same view, same person but a totally different outlook on life and I know which side of the coin I prefer.

My life is now full of joy and the light of the angels. They have helped me turn my life around and with the angels in my life every day is filled with light and serenity. These senses can be woken in anyone who lets the angels into their life. They can accompany us on every path, lighten any gloom and widen our horizons.

A Young Essene Girl

I have a rare gift and that is to be a psychic, but not one who passes on messages from the dead, although I do so on occasions. My gift is to read people’s auras and to read their memories. I can only ever do this if people let me, and I always ask at a spiritual level.

As I invigilated an exam today a girl let me into her secrets and in turn I sent her healing as she painfully wrote her answers.

This young girl today had in a past life been one of the Essenes. These were very spiritual people who lived in an isolated community in Syria. This girl had lived and died before Jesus was born. The Essenes believed in the coming of a special world teacher. They paved the way for his coming and prepared the ground for his steps. Their spirituality united them not only in their life in the Middle East but in lives to come. The promises made to each other and to the spirits have bound them forever with a common desire and an explosion of love. This group also believed in the energies of Jesus returning around 2000 years later. This time his love would return not within one individual but within many people across the world who would help in difficult times.

In her current life this girl is finding it difficult. The memories and expectations within her seem a contradiction to her experiences of life in England in the 21st Century. Her vision is immense but her strength and stamina feel unable to cope.
This conflict causes problems which have manifested in her body as juvenile rheumatoid arthritis. She feels that she cannot do the task she has chosen for this life and is attacking her own joints with fear and stubbornness as she tries to resist the flows of life.
Her life though will be one of light and satisfaction and her worrying is for nothing. The world is changing and will once more become a place in which she wants to live.

An Indigo Teenager

The Indigo Teenager

I have just met my first indigo child. I was invigilating an exam for a 16 year old with special educational needs. We were in a private room with only the two of us and his assistant who could read and write for him if need be.

I had been told that he was prone to outbursts and expected to find a troubled teenager with temper tantrums. Instead I found a very pleasant, sensitive and polite young man. Instead of finding deep gloom and despair I saw lightness and joy. He obviously struggled with the school system but I know his achievements, leadership and support for his friends will make him stand out.

The indigo child is not always a new soul on the Earth, but like this boy can be an ancient soul who has lived a spiritual life and learnt who they are. In his case he had lived as a priest in the ‘rose-red’ city of Petra around the 4th century where he inspired others as he will again.

Wonders can happen anywhere and instead of seeing a troubled school failure I saw a young man with a focus to his life and a way of achieving it. Like all indigo children he has a clear vision of the rights and wrongs of life. Instead of seeing him as a school failure it could be said that the school system had failed him.

Approaching 2012

Approaching 2012

2010 is a year of flux, a time of change- the end of the old ways and the start of the new. Energies are changimng across the globe and so many people are remembering snippets of lives long gone.


These are like the gossamer cobwebs which shroud our vision. Like all cobwebs these occasionally become visible such as after dew or a morning frost, only to disappear as the day warms up. These cobwebs from the past can be illuminated after we visit a place we once lived in and our inner bells ring out and reawaken the memories deep in our inner consciousness.On visiting a new place a fragment of the web might come adrift and spring into view – ‘there used to be an orchard there’ or I know the view is magnificent just beyond this stone wall’. With these glimpses into another world come incredible feelings as we step onto foreign soil of a homecoming after so very long a time away.
These glimpses could also induce fear as the consciousness is woken to examine old issues.

In this century no one can easily live as a hermit in a cave on a mountain, either metaphorically or physically, the energies of the whole of the world exist within us all, and are collectively moving forward. Through shared pasts and experiences we are so very much a part of the whole of mankind. If someone remembers a life lived on the flood plains of Bangladesh where now the rising sea levels threaten whole communities, then along with the memory comes a sense of compassion, love and responsibility to those still living there today.

Through so many subtle memories and connections across the globe the whole world is waking up to a new future. The angels are around as they always have been, but now, like the cobwebs we are more aware of their presence and their love. Collectively their existence radiates down on us and helps light up our lives and together, with the beat of their wings, they help us reconnect with loved ones across the globe and from many past lives and shared times.

There are thousands of angels flying around the world and I humbly try to create some of their likenesses as I ‘sense’ them in vibrant swirling colours. More and more people will become aware of them over the next few years as the energies or thoughts of the world alter.

Other stories of the angels are on www.angelsrus.co.uk

Angels in the snow

As I looked out of my window this morning a winter wonderland spread before me. It was beautiful and crisp and felt like a new clean world as if the old was being swept away under tonnes of snow.

A group of 3 deer caught my eye silhouetted against the white. I love these wild deer and their presence reminds me of how close to the edge our lives still are. We may live in centrally heated homes but just metres away nature still survives and thrives even so close to humans.

Hours later sitting on a small hill I surveyed all that I could see and felt so very good. As well as my family and friends others were on the hill, all of us throwing ourselves down the slope on a variety of home made sledges. There were cries of joy and excitement and laughter. We were of course surrounded by a variety of snow angels, hand crafted out of the snow.

These angels are not the type I usually see but just as important. They are made with a sense of fun, frivolity and joy. They help us to remember the fun of a day out of the ordinairy, a day away from the monotony of life and give great pleasure in the remembering. Making the most of every sitaution is a great gift and one which I am gradually learning.

Hours later again in the warmth of a home we feel tired and achy, but refreshingly invigorated and ready for whatever the year brings.

High Blood Pressure and Angel Chi

Angel Chi

Chamini was one of the first of the amazing healing angels that I saw. She arrives in a swirl of orange and gold energies and like all the angels she lifts my heart and lightens my soul. As her energies unfurl a beautiful orange angel appears with a translucency around her full of sprinkles of shimmering lights and stars.

Chamini can make her presence felt with warmth as her energies touch our own. Her love and her warmth flows through the core of our being and help to calm our stresses. A picture of Chamini has been used by one lady for about 3 months now.

Angela was told she had high blood pressure and wanted to avoid medication. After spending a year trying many alternatives fron herbs to healing she reluctantly had to follow the advice of the medics and began to take medication for high blood pressure. When I met her months ago she wondered if the angels could help.

A flash of orange light appeared in my mind and the image of Chamini appeared. From her wings glimmering lights shone and flickered and I felt that this angel might with high blood pressure. I posted out the image of Chamini and waited with excitement.

A month later an email arrived to say that her blood pressure was slowly falling and she had started to slowly reduce her medication. The nurse at the surgery was not happy with this, but sometimes life can be unexpected and wonderfully welcoming. 3 months later she emailed to say that she was off all medication as her blood pressure had returned to normal levels. The nurse was now scratching her head in amazement.

Thank you Chamini. Your colours and energies entered her psyche and gave hope to her beautiful soul. Your love lit up her body and helped heal it from inside. You are a magnificient angel.

For more information on the angels visit www.angelsrus.co.uk

Welcome to Angel Chi

Sometimes life seems fast and furious and we feel we are continually rushing just to keep up with yesterday. It has been a lot like that for me for the last few months and the blog has fallen to one side, not forgatten about but a victim of the fleeting incessant movement of time.

The angels came thick and fast this summer. They came in their hoardes, so many that I felt I couldn't quite capture their images quickly enough before their brilliance would begin to fade as the next angel came into view.

A very good question, other than, 'was I insane?' is why?, in fact a multitide of whys come to mind. Why did I see them?, Why have I felt compelled to paint or create them, Why were their colours so very vivid? Why so many of them?

Their presence lifted my heart and made me feel light and joyous, yet my seeming struggle to reproduce them in all their glory has left me tired but oddly satisfied.

How many images do I have? I don't know but at least a few hundred.

Why do I have them? Someione else helped me answer this question - a lovely lady who is also a healer saw an image of a diseasd organ in one of my paintings. We then spent hours pouring over them and found many more such images of problem areas of the body . Thank you Nicky for I might have continued to wonder about these images for longer.

I have Angel Chi cards, in fact hundreds of them to help in healing. Their swirling colours and wing shapes contain hidden messages for our health and feelings of well being. These angels want to be seen and truly want to help us to inspire our thoughts and calm our troubled mind.

I know there is power within these images and they are already starting to do their work.

thank you angels and I hope I have done you justice.