Wednesday, 30 October 2013

The Journey Home

The Journey Home

It was dark when I left last night and far later than I had intended. I had just visited my daughter at University who I had not seen for 6 weeks and the time had gone on.  So at 9.30 I was leaving for a long drive home along roads I did not know and I was already tired before leaving her.  I got out of the city easily enough far easier than arriving in the morning and was soon on the road leading to the motorway.

My tiredness was beginning to show and even a strong coffee could not keep my focus so I asked the angels, the spirits and anyone else around me to help me get home safely and not get lost.  This is a strange world and we have to be careful what we ask for.  Just after asking for help I realised that I had missed the turn onto the motorway and was driving towards the next town.  At the next roundabout I saw a sign to a town I knew would take me back to the motorway and so turned to follow the sign.   It was over 20 miles across country through some of the prettiest villages in the heart of England but in the darkness I saw very little as I continued to follow a tortuous route through the countryside. 

Back on the motorway I drove on.  I think the concentration of the cross country roads had wakened me up and the motorway seemed easy then as counties quickly passed.  Then a sign caught my eye – the motorway in front of me was closed for 4 junctions for repair work.  This couldn’t be happening to me, surely not but it was. All the vehicles filed obediently away from this major artery and began to follow diversions once more through pretty villages and then even around the edge of a city.

Thursday, 17 October 2013

The Angel of the Zodiac for the 18th - 20th April

Merilliosio the angel for the 18th – 20th April

I am an Aries child born at the very end of Aries many years ago. All my life I have felt angry and imagined that others did not like me. I now know that this is the case for everyone born during these days at the end of Aries for the messages have come from the angels of the Zodiac and in particular Merillisio. She bears the greens of the new growth in spring together with darker colours of worries and the power of thoughts. This soul, like all others, has arrived to face a challenge and this challenge is to be traumatised during early childhood. The true nature of the task is to reconnect with the love of the family and forgive the early experiences. In my case my mother got a brain tumour when I was very young, went to hospital for an operation and when she returned she was no longer my mother. The spark had gone out of her eyes, her soul was numbed and her days seemed dark and dead. As a child I was angry that she had not even said goodbye to me. It has taken me decades to come to terms with these memories and in the process I have felt jealousy towards others with easier lives or so I thought. I now know that I chose my path and this path has been rocky but extremely exciting and fulfilling. The soul born at the end of Aries comes with the fire of passion for their cause and once they have faced their demons can help others to do the same, a leader to help people or maybe just one person move from the darkness into the light.

Merillisio shows a vulnerable person protected within her wings which gently enfold the person to help keep them safe for they are easily hurt and take things personally. The person born at the end of Aries is more of a dreamer than other people in Aries and can more easily contact the spirits above for inspiration. This angel shows an emerald core of great rage both for others and towards the self. She shows how we respond to problems using the fire response of rage which easily flares to life. Physical problems within the body associated with these responses are pains which can move about especially around the eyes or headaches which I have certainly had. As life has progressed and Merillisio came into my life the responses to problems have become easier and I know that my mother did not deliberately hurt me it was fate and a fate which I can now use to help others through the amazing angels of the Zodiac and the messages they bring. For your own Zodiac angels see www.angelsrus.co.uk